Tuesday, December 28, 2010

2010 Memories

Today 28-12-2010 not long to go 'till 2010 is over. Hm.. #2010memories I know you guys who have twitter will know #2010memories. I don't tweet anything about #2010memories in twitter because maybe I think if I tweet #2010memories on twitter, it can be an thousand tweet for one hours. So, I think I post my 2010 memories on my own blog :)


First, I want to thank to all my friends who always beside me when I need her. I love all my best friend so much.  I appreciate all the effort you’ve put in and the amount of endurance/tolerance of my excessive mood changes, and also my attitude. I know I’ve put you guys in the most complicated situations ever, but I’m really glad that still as of today you still choose to support me the best you can.
Then, I want to thank to people who teach me and tell me what is love. But now, fuck you, bitch. I hate you so much. Try to forget you and open new day and new year.


Back to the top, 2010 memories I had too many feels. Hated, Loved, Sadness, Heart Break, Broken Friendship, New friend, etc. Too much experience I had on 2010. But, the most important thing I had on 2010 is I know WHAT LOVE IS. Love is best seen as devotion and action, not an emotion. Love is not exclusively based on how we feel. Certainly our emotions are involved, but they cannot be our only criteria for love. True devotion will always lead to action.
Then, I've too many time I spend with my friends, go out together, watch together, laugh together, eat together, sad together, mad together, all the feelings. 
Hell yeah, so guys I know 2010 is fucking tired year for me, because on 2010 I spent too many tears HAHA too bad. But, because of that, I really love this year because this year teach me anything that I don't know
THANKYOU SO MUCH MY 2010. WE'LL SAY GOODBYE TO YOU!

Sunday, December 26, 2010

Only looser use Lasers

MALAYSIA SUCKS -  MALAYSIA BITCH - MALAYSIA FUCK - MALAYSIA ASSHOLE


 Malaysia Cheat laser, Malaysia wins іn AFF Suzuki Cup 2010 26 December 2010. One οf thе factors fraud. It wаѕ clear fans malaysia prepare a small disturbance tο defraud thе Indonesian national team. Supporters Malaysia reported using a laser beam tο Interfere concentration opponent especially goalkeeper.
Malaysia Cheat laser beam directly іntο thе world, particularly іn asia. Malaysia іn thе value οf non-professional wіth a laser proposed tο Indonesian players. Thе first protest frοm Malaysia Cheat Laser originating frοm Vietnam national football team.
And now malaysia dіd іt again οn thе first leg Malaysia AFF Cup final against Indonesia, Malaysia Cheat Lasers mаkе a comeback. Thе match between Indonesia vs Malaysia.

Malaysia Cheat Laser bе Trending Topics οn Chirrup. Despite a 3-0 win against Indonesia аt thе Bukit Jalil Stadium, Kuala Lumpur, Sunday (26/12/2010), Malaysia саn bе a tеrrіblе name іn cyberspace. Inflowing thе world οf Chirrup trending topics nοt аbουt winning thе neighboring country team, bυt a fraud οf thе supporters.
#malaysiacheatlaser even trending topics became well lονеd. Previously, thе word “cheating” аnd “lasers” whісh refers tο thе act οf brіght a laser іntο thе face οf thе Indonesian national team goalkeeper, Markus Horison, during thе game аlѕο hаd entered thе world’s trending topics.
Malaysia Cheat Laser іѕ shone іntο thе face οf Markus Horison indeed hаd several times protested thе goalkeeper. In fact, іn thе 54th minute, thе match referee hаd ѕtοрреd fοr several minutes due tο thіѕ. Once thе match resumed, Indonesia Malaysia сουld nοt resist thе attack. Mаrk’s goal wаѕ broken three times.

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MALAYSIA, TOO MANY PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD HATE YOU. MOORON! PLEASE SEE YOUR STATE. 

I found this web and this web is really fucking suck CLICK! I SWEAR WHO MAKE THIS BLOG IS SUCH A DIRT!

Saturday, December 25, 2010

Merry Christmas 2010 !!



JOY TO THE WORLD THE LORD IS COME. MAY EARTH RECEIVE THE KING

Merry Christmas for all who those celebrate it! Santa clause is coming to town lol. So guys, what do you wish for this Christmas? :) You know what I wish for this christmas? All I want for this christmas is all the best for my life. ALL :D
Today, Jesus Christ is born so I wanna say Happy Birthday to you Jesus, we all nothing without you
So guys, Merry Christmas once again. Hope you all have a great christmas this year :) Jesus Bless You all 

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Happy mother's day!

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Happy Mother's Day, Mom! I just wanna thank to you because you keep me in your tummy 9 months. Thanks for being supermom for me. Thank for always patient keep me. I can't tell to you because Im too shy to tell to you. But I just want you to know that I love you so much more than anything. Big sorry if I do too much mistake to you, but it just my emotion. Believe me mom, deep in my heart you're my super mom! You're always be my super hero and you're always be my beloved mom for now until forever. Mom, you're always be number one in my heart :')

Mom's Hands

By :  REENA SHARMA
To the strongest woman I will ever know.
At first glance Mom's hands may seem crippled and meek.
She flinches when you bump them and her grip is quite weak.
But these hands are a reflection of the woman inside,
although burdened with limits, still strong with pride.
When opening a jar seems too great a task,
it's only after great hesitation that she finally asks.
Don't let that mislead you for you must understand.
It's not what they can't do, but rather what they can.
These hands have the strength to raise a family right,
to wipe away every tear and hold you real tight.
They come together each day in prayer,
and whenever you need them, they're always right there.
So if these hands don't appear all that tough,
Remember they're full of tenderness and love
and for me that's enough.

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Fashion is passion
















I love fashion and all the stuff. But, honestly I dont have too much money to buy something I want. I want to be fashionable people but it's so hard to do. I just like to see some people wear some cloth and the other stuff. I want to be like that but that's too hard. Im ugly and Im fat. Can't be fashionable like that-.- too bad

Monday, December 20, 2010

Letting Go

Just because you let them go doesn’t mean you love them any less. Sometimes it means you love them enough to let them go. You love them enough to set them free even though you know that this action will hurt you. Letting go is on no account the same as giving up.  Nevertheless, it’s not that simple. It’s hard to let go of something you truly like. Imagine giving your favorite food that you haven’t eaten for a very long time and you spent the last of your money buying it, then you see a street child eating nothing but foods from the garbage bin. He/She went up to you and asked.
“Ms./Mr., can I have that food of yours?”
Is it that easy to say yes? To tell you the truth the majority of us even ignores them, trying to walk as fast as we could just so we can avoid their beseeching stares. But think about those unfortunate kids. You can buy that food a dozen of times whenever you want it and they’re stuck with garbage food.
On the other hand, letting go of someone you love is far more difficult. You can’t find another Jane in your life, another John, or whatever his/her name is. You cannot find someone who is exactly the same person you’ve once love. So if you accidentally let go of that one chance, you have just committed the worst mistake of your life. But as soon as you see that person is happy; if you, beyond doubt, love that person with all your heart then it’ll be worth it because if you love that person you’ll be happy for him/her.

How to Move On After a Breakup?

Breakups can be abrupt and drastic changes in someone’s life. The feelings can be the same as if you had experienced a death of someone close and they can take just as much time to get over. Breaking up can be very painful. Getting over a breakup, moving on after your ex breaks your heart - these are challenges. There are some ways to make it a little less painful…but be warned: it is still painful. 
  • Allow yourself to accept that the relationship is over. At times, people can be in denial and avoid facing this fact.
  • Stop punishing yourself for what happened, and let go of all of your negative feelings. Write a letter detailing your negative feelings and burn it afterward. Allow yourself to grieve the relationship you lost.
  • Realize you cannot control such factors in your life, then do some introspective soul-searching to figure out what you have learned through the process of the breakup. Make a list of all the lessons you have learned and find ways to apply them to a new life.
  • Let go of regrets and heartbreak and anything that wears you down. Get rid of all the negative influences in your old life and start fresh.
  • Learn to smile, and find new ways to occupy your time. Develop new habits to replace the time you spent grieving over this past relationship.
  • Keep a journal and list in it happy moments with the person you loved—in time, the separation will become less painful.
  • Be patient with the process, as it takes time to heal a broken heart. Do not expect quick and easy solutions.
  • Try to keep a distance between you and the person you love by avoiding contact and phone calls.
  • Do not wallow in the breakup. This could prolong the time it takes to get over your ex.

Friday, December 17, 2010

FREEDOM BEYBEEHH :D

Hey it's freedom for me because Im already finish my school exam. Im going crazy for that exam because Im not a people who like to study serious, so hell yeah you know that, I can't do the test well. But, Im promise to myself latter I can fix that ;;) Okeh, back to the topic. Im too happy today because exam is finish and it's time for looonnggg holiiidaaayyy! :D
All around people in this world like holiday and Im really really sureee. Who's don't like holiday? I think that people is crazy LOL
I really want to refreshing in this holiday. I don't want to be like a piggy this holiday. Just eat and sleep in this holiday-_- I really fat now, and I dont want to be more fat than this, but I want to slimmer than this, I hate this tummy errrrr so maybe I want to play basket and badminton because that's my hobby :D
So guys, where are you goin' and wanna do this holiday?

Saturday, December 11, 2010

One day at Central Park

HAAA!! Menjelang natal ini saya dan anggota padus sekolah SMP Katolik Ricci 1 diundang lomba paduan suara di Central Park. Tau lah yaa Central Park (CP) mall baru yang makin sering aja dikunjungin anak mudanya hehe tepat letaknya disebelah mall Taman Anggrek. Mallnya keren,kalo malem kyk di luar negri,serasa di Malaysiee wkwk cuma mau ngeshare kesenangan doang di hari ini,berfoto foto ria bersama teman :D Ohya,event lomba ini kan menjelang natal,di CP juga pohon natalnya masuk rekor muri gara" jadi pohon natal tertinggi,keren deh (y)

Christmast Tree @ Central Park

Choir

I love this one <3




Friday, December 10, 2010

TO : GOD..

I want to die. Please God, help me to go to your Place, in heaven. I want to meet you and I want to see you. Im tired with this situation. I want to follow my brother now he's in a better place with you God. I want to die, please invite me to go to your place. I know I have someone who love me, but I just make them sick. I can't give my best for them. I just make them dissapoint with my option. Im just stupid girl who can't give my best for my own life. Im sick of being sick and Im tired with being tired. God, I love you and I want to go with you :')

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

This heart says

Do you think it's easy being me? Do you think its easy putting on the act that I do everything? I smile when all I want to do is cry. I laugh when all I want to do is die. I want to tell everyone how my worlds fall apart each night when Im laying in the bed with tears in my eyes, pleading with God to help me. I want to let everyone know what is like to be me, pretending to be happy, pretending to like myself, if it was up to me, I wouldn't be pretending, I would actually be happy. Too bad its not.

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

STUDY !

Belajar belajar dan belajar. oke! gue menyadari dan cukup tahu bahwa gue udah kelas 9 dan harus menghadapi ujian diawal bulan Maret nanti. Cukup menakutkan buat gueyang tidak terlalu pintar dan tidak terlalu bodoh ini, tetapi cukup kalianketahui bahwa saya sangat malas belajar. Sungguh. Gue lebih suka bermain bersama dengan laptop, NDS, dan yang pasti my handphone. Tetapi, apa boleh buat, hidup itu ada yang saat enak dan ga enak. Dan satu yang gue ketahui bahwa dalam hidup itu kalau kita mau seneng, kita harus bersusah susah dulu. Jadi, jangan mudah nyerah dalam menjalani sesuatu, karena pasti suatu saat nanti yang kita ga tau kapan, bakal ada hati yang nyenengin buat kita. Karena sesuatu itu akan indah pada waktunya, jadi kita harus selalu sabar dalam menghadapi segala sesuatu, apalagi hidup. Dan gue yakin nanti kalau bulan Maret uda lewat, itu akan menjadi FREEDOM banget buat gue :D karena gue bakal menjadi siswi SMA yang makin menggila nantinya hahahah So, never give up in life! Life must go on, look ahead and forget the past! :)

Friday, December 3, 2010

hello readers :D

Haaaahh, long time not blog-ing :) I've so many exam this month *sigh* I'm so tired of being student, really!-_- I wanna have a little time to refreshing. Today I have little time to open my laptop for download some songs and my facebook :D Btw, thanks God because today is friday and Im really happy because tomorrow is free :D so guys, how's your day? Tired?