Fashion is passion

I love fashion and all the stuff. But, honestly I dont have too much money to buy something I want. I want to be fashionable people but it's so hard to do. I just like to see some people wear some cloth and the other stuff. I want to be like that but that's too hard. Im ugly and Im fat. Can't be fashionable like that-.- too bad

Letting Go

Just because you let them go doesn’t mean you love them any less. Sometimes it means you love them enough to let them go. You love them enough to set them free even though you know that this action will hurt you. Letting go is on no account the same as giving up.  Nevertheless, it’s not that simple. It’s hard to let go of something you truly like. Imagine giving your favorite food that you haven’t eaten for a very long time and you spent the last of your money buying it, then you see a street child eating nothing but foods from the garbage bin. He/She went up to you and asked.

“Ms./Mr., can I have that food of yours?”

Is it that easy to say yes? To tell you the truth the majority of us even ignores them, trying to walk as fast as we could just so we can avoid their beseeching stares. But think about those unfortunate kids. You can buy that food a dozen of times whenever you want it and they’re stuck with garbage food.

On the other hand, letting go of someone you love is far more difficult. You can’t find another Jane in your life, another John, or whatever his/her name is. You cannot find someone who is exactly the same person you’ve once love. So if you accidentally let go of that one chance, you have just committed the worst mistake of your life. But as soon as you see that person is happy; if you, beyond doubt, love that person with all your heart then it’ll be worth it because if you love that person you’ll be happy for him/her.

How to Move On After a Breakup?

Breakups can be abrupt and drastic changes in someone’s life. The feelings can be the same as if you had experienced a death of someone close and they can take just as much time to get over. Breaking up can be very painful. Getting over a breakup, moving on after your ex breaks your heart - these are challenges. There are some ways to make it a little less painful…but be warned: it is still painful. 

• Allow yourself to accept that the relationship is over. At times, people can be in denial and avoid facing this fact.
• Stop punishing yourself for what happened, and let go of all of your negative feelings. Write a letter detailing your negative feelings and burn it afterward. Allow yourself to grieve the relationship you lost.
• Realize you cannot control such factors in your life, then do some introspective soul-searching to figure out what you have learned through the process of the breakup. Make a list of all the lessons you have learned and find ways to apply them to a new life.
• Let go of regrets and heartbreak and anything that wears you down. Get rid of all the negative influences in your old life and start fresh.
• Learn to smile, and find new ways to occupy your time. Develop new habits to replace the time you spent grieving over this past relationship.
• Keep a journal and list in it happy moments with the person you loved—in time, the separation will become less painful.
• Be patient with the process, as it takes time to heal a broken heart. Do not expect quick and easy solutions.
• Try to keep a distance between you and the person you love by avoiding contact and phone calls.
• Do not wallow in the breakup. This could prolong the time it takes to get over your ex.

FREEDOM BEYBEEHH :D

Hey it's freedom for me because Im already finish my school exam. Im going crazy for that exam because Im not a people who like to study serious, so hell yeah you know that, I can't do the test well. But, Im promise to myself latter I can fix that ;;) Okeh, back to the topic. Im too happy today because exam is finish and it's time for looonnggg holiiidaaayyy! :D
All around people in this world like holiday and Im really really sureee. Who's don't like holiday? I think that people is crazy LOL
I really want to refreshing in this holiday. I don't want to be like a piggy this holiday. Just eat and sleep in this holiday-_- I really fat now, and I dont want to be more fat than this, but I want to slimmer than this, I hate this tummy errrrr so maybe I want to play basket and badminton because that's my hobby :D
So guys, where are you goin' and wanna do this holiday?

One day at Central Park

HAAA!! Menjelang natal ini saya dan anggota padus sekolah SMP Katolik Ricci 1 diundang lomba paduan suara di Central Park. Tau lah yaa Central Park (CP) mall baru yang makin sering aja dikunjungin anak mudanya hehe tepat letaknya disebelah mall Taman Anggrek. Mallnya keren,kalo malem kyk di luar negri,serasa di Malaysiee wkwk cuma mau ngeshare kesenangan doang di hari ini,berfoto foto ria bersama teman :D Ohya,event lomba ini kan menjelang natal,di CP juga pohon natalnya masuk rekor muri gara" jadi pohon natal tertinggi,keren deh (y)

Christmast Tree @ Central Park

Choir

I love this one <3

TO : GOD..

I want to die. Please God, help me to go to your Place, in heaven. I want to meet you and I want to see you. Im tired with this situation. I want to follow my brother now he's in a better place with you God. I want to die, please invite me to go to your place. I know I have someone who love me, but I just make them sick. I can't give my best for them. I just make them dissapoint with my option. Im just stupid girl who can't give my best for my own life. Im sick of being sick and Im tired with being tired. God, I love you and I want to go with you :')

This heart says

Do you think it's easy being me? Do you think its easy putting on the act that I do everything? I smile when all I want to do is cry. I laugh when all I want to do is die. I want to tell everyone how my worlds fall apart each night when Im laying in the bed with tears in my eyes, pleading with God to help me. I want to let everyone know what is like to be me, pretending to be happy, pretending to like myself, if it was up to me, I wouldn't be pretending, I would actually be happy. Too bad its not.