TO : GOD..

I want to die. Please God, help me to go to your Place, in heaven. I want to meet you and I want to see you. Im tired with this situation. I want to follow my brother now he's in a better place with you God. I want to die, please invite me to go to your place. I know I have someone who love me, but I just make them sick. I can't give my best for them. I just make them dissapoint with my option. Im just stupid girl who can't give my best for my own life. Im sick of being sick and Im tired with being tired. God, I love you and I want to go with you :')